2025-02-07 07:21:29 AM
My self-summary
I love writing and will just go on and on, but it never turns into IRL dating.
Perhaps these pictures tell the real story about my serious/fun/cool factor?
Sexually, I'd prefer to not use my male equipment. Very serious about that. I much prefer older women. I don't seem to relate well to women close to my age. Living with and dating me is more like having a personal celebrity than an activity partner.
Current goal
Someone special in my life. Next to me who understands what I'm doing with this book, music and comedy.
I like to make
Utility apps, pie crusts.
My style can be described as
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The last show I binged
....it just took some time to bury the big cable that "they" encased in krptonite across the middle of the Pacific Ocean. Who knows why they even bothered?
....maybe a satellite is nothing more than a shiny mirror? They could have gotten around the problem of triangulation by making the shape of the mirror convex (an inny or an outy), so that the two-way-trans-mission could be broadcast to more than one household?
I'm just some lunatic that thinks there is some big conspiracy and "dish-tv" is simply a cell phone receiver or car radio /rabbit ear type of device that they invented/discovered in China in 1444, several decades before Been-jamin Franks-a-lot did his little kite/chicken experiments before the Bell Systems came online and employed my dad/father/masculine-role-model as a "microwave technician".
It always reminds me of making mac-and-cheese (yes, the evil Craft stuff), with a quadriplegic....
The Earth has a radius of about 8,000 miles.
The KGON tower has a radius of about 50 miles.
The KGON tower is likely connected to "the grid".
"They" say that geosynchronous orbit is 22,222 miles.
Stay tuned for some new music.... or at least a new data parsing/querying free saas appish thingy
A perfect day
Mostly quiet. Early morning meditation in a half lotus and some shoulder stands. Lots of coffee (I know, it's bad for the vocal chords, it's like coating your insides with plastic (I'm a brass player, so this is an occupational hazard)) and water all day. Productive with music on my website. Perhaps some software creation work for myself and other people. Answering a little bit of fan email. Having a nice big vegetarian/vegan curry dinner or firing up the wok. Making a pot of pressure cooked rice to have with my old fashioned oats in the morning. Going to bed early.
The most private thing I'm willing to admit
At this point in my transgender journey, my sexual fantasy brain thinks more like a woman than a man.
....he seemed in a hurry to leave. I was fairly disappointed in my performance. He was rushing me, standing up while I was sitting on the edge of the bed getting dressed. So I slowed down and put my bobby-sock-hose in a a slow/sexy way. And he slowed down too and then I felt like I had made some progress.
My position as a woman is that I don't want a man telling me to perform on him in the bedroom. I am a transwoman and know the other side. I want him to simply ravish me, fuck me. I can appreciate that I'm not exactly a woman and the pool of people attracted to me may be very small, but it doesn't change what I want. I don't want a massage. I don't want to be touched.
.... of course being with a nice older woman again would be lovely. But then I would be conflicted with being transgender and well, it's just way too confusing for me right now. So confusing on all angles that I should just simply say that I am asexual.
You should message me if
You think you may like to sit next to me while I'm doing "my thing", like playing a nice song for you whether it is original or not. Or you want to hear me go on and on and on about politics, comedy, engineering, animal drawings, engineering schematics, flow charts, apple pie making tactics....
dj4u111 at the g spot thingy com device
